where was i when god had shown
  how to make a happy home
    lie in bed and sleep don't come
  have some peace then give me some
  and i know the reason why you hold me down
  i won't let this fear of loss make me drown
    in my bed i lie alone
  scrape together bone to bone
  and i can't seem to seem to find my way
  i can't seem to find the break of day
    i'll stay just a step away
    where was i when god had shown
  how to make a happy home
  and i have become my worst enemy
  i will survive this instability
    in my bed i lie alone
  scrape together bone to bone
  again i have become my worst enemy
  i will survive this instability
    i need to breathe the breath of life
  you constantly drain my life
  why can't you see the breath in me
  i constantly need your need
  my butterfy don't fly away
    if i could just take this simple breath of life from me
  you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
  if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me
  you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe
    as i creep the monkey's back
  now she's gone and oh he's back
  and i know the reason why you hold me down
  i won't let this fear of loss make me drown
    i will stay, i'll stay
  i will stay, i'll stay