once I was swept away by a glance
  came to some pearly gates holy land (and all)
  could of earned some grace
  if cared but of that bread
  I've tasted my share (it burns) mine
  was the life of a snug embroyo yet
  my dreams blazed with fire blood and pain
  (it'so) and realized it was death
  I saw all just starig helpless
  as raindrops fell
  I lost an eye contemplating the past
  there'll be no statute to honor those days (the last)
  I was snubbing life
  its word just savorig the greenest of grass (absurd)
  as raindrops fell