Awake at ground zero
  Another day wasting away
  Nothing seems to matter
  Cause nothing?s ever changed
  California dreaming
  Has never meant that much to me
  When living in this nightmare
  Comes so easily
  
  Holding on
  When I don?t belong
  If this is right then I
  Can?t go wrong
  Holding on
  But I know right now I?ll never make it
  
  Maybe I?ll wake up tomorrow
  And figure out where to begin
  Maybe I won?t feel hallow
  But I?m pretty sure that I?ll be sleeping in
  
  Days seem like their decades
  And minutes pass like years gone by
  Still I sit here wasting
  The time of my life
  California dreaming
  Will never mean that much to me
  And you will never understand
  How I failed to be
  
  Holding on
  When you don?t belong
  When you don?t feel right
  But it?s all you got
  Holding on
  But I?m pretty sure I?ll never make it
  
  It?s 3 AM
  And it feels like these walls are caving in
  Please tell me I?m not alone
  Cause I?m tired of sleeping in